What Truly Fulfills Us? / September Sessions
This year has been somewhat cooler than usual, but with sudden torrential rain, earthquakes, and other disruptions, it has been far from a peaceful summer in other ways.
I hope you are all doing well.
Recently, I have noticed a very interesting change in one of my regular clients.
I first met him about ten years ago. After a long time apart, he came to see me again earlier this year.
During our first session after all those years, something really stayed with me.
He looked genuinely happy.
He was able to fully immerse himself in a fetish that had been an important part of him for many years. It seemed as though he felt fulfilled not only physically, but emotionally as well.
After nearly twenty years of doing this work, I have come to believe that a fetish is not simply a sexual desire.
What are you drawn to?What do you want to see, touch, or experience?What is it that you find yourself longing for so deeply?
I believe these desires can be deeply connected to our personal histories, memories held in the body, and even parts of our identity.
People who function very well within society may sometimes have very few opportunities to express these private desires.
We work, fulfill our responsibilities, and live according to the roles expected of us.
Meanwhile, another part of ourselves may quietly be asking:
What do I truly want?What moves me?What does my body respond to?
Sometimes, without even realizing it, we put a lid on that part of ourselves.
I sometimes think of “masculine energy” not simply in terms of gender, but as the energy that moves us outward into the world: the ability to desire, to choose, to decide, and to act.
Of course, this is not something exclusive to men.
But when the inner voice that says “I want this” or “I want to experience this” is suppressed for a long time, life can appear perfectly fine on the outside while something inside still feels unsatisfied.
You may be doing everything you are supposed to do, yet still feel that something is missing.
That is why allowing yourself to encounter what you truly desire—and to experience it fully—can sometimes offer something beyond simple sexual satisfaction.
The greater the distance between what we deeply desire and what we usually allow ourselves to express, the more powerful that sense of release and fulfillment may be.
Since that reunion, this client has been coming to see me almost every month.
As we continued to meet, I began to notice something.
Somehow, he seemed to be getting younger.
His skin looked brighter, his expressions became more open and cheerful, and more than anything, there seemed to be a new lightness about him.
Of course, I would never say that all of these changes were caused by our sessions.
Still, seeing him allow himself to acknowledge his desires and make space in his life for experiences that genuinely fulfill him—and seeing what appears to be a positive change in him—makes me very happy.
Is there something you have kept hidden deep inside yourself for a long time?
A desire you believe no one would understand?
A part of yourself you have pushed away because you thought, “I shouldn’t want this”?
Understanding what you desire can also be a way of understanding yourself.
And perhaps having a safe space where that part of yourself can be expressed, experienced, and explored with someone else is also one way of taking care of yourself.
I am currently accepting inquiries for in-person sessions in Tokyo throughout September.
My sessions are not only about fulfilling a fetish or desire. I value both communication and physical sensation, while paying careful attention to what is happening within you during the experience.
For international clients, please know that English is not my native language. My English is simple, but I have worked with many international clients over the years, and we can communicate at a comfortable pace.
If you are new, or if it has been a long time since your last session, please contact me through the form below and mention that you are interested in a September session.
I will send you the details individually.
If we have met before, you are also welcome to contact me through our usual method.
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